Sunday, March 19, 2006


Awake again at 3:00 a.m., I am still thinking about my mother's life and death. The muse visits randomly. I never know when she will appear or disappear. Life goes on. Life ends. Another lingers near death yet still breathes shallowly. How to deal with loss is one of life's mysteries. One of life's challenges. I think I had a better understanding of life when I was very young. Maybe we come into this world knowing and forget as we grow. As I have experienced the loss of loved ones and friends, Faith has brought me through the grief. Faith has brought me acceptance.

I am again re-thinking my art and life.